... bodenstedt ...

Samstag, Oktober 29, 2005


zwei dinge sind schädlich für jeden, der die stufen des glücks will ersteigen:
schweigen, wenn zeit ist zu reden,
und reden, wenn zeit ist zu schweigen.


auch wenn diese erkenntniss einverleibt wurde, ist es für mich schwieriger denn je, sie auch zu befolgen. aber:


wer ständig glücklich sein möchte, muß sich oft verändern.

es ist demnach wahrscheinlich an der zeit, mir mal selbst in den arsch zu treten ...
(wenn es bloss einen bequemeren weg geben würde.)
... geschrieben um 10:25:00

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won't you take me?

Dienstag, Oktober 18, 2005

take me to the edge of night!

won't you make me?
make me crawl right through the night!

and there will be no eyes,
no eyes that see such beauty will loose their sight!

and there will be no lies,
no lies that you can tell me to make things right!

'cause i gave all my money to people and things,
and the price i'm still payin' for the shit that it brings,
doesn't fill me with hope for the songs that you sing tonight
this is your life

angel child


auch wenn ich mit meinen kläglichen gitarrenspielversuchen verflixt nochmal nicht weiterkomme, immer die gleichen akkorde runterleiher und dabei tatsächlich auch noch sentimental werde und in gedanken verloren gehe ... wie gerne wär ich jetzt im arm einer netten frau ... damnit.



musik?
gustavo santaolalla - leyendo en el hospital (motorcycle diaries ost)
... geschrieben um 23:47:00

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feeling well?!

Montag, Oktober 10, 2005

sunday once more - hangover, too. i met this girl the second time yesterday. maybe i was way to drunk to talk to her seriously, maybe she didn't want to. i'm afraid to realize that maybe i was to dumb. damn. why can't i be just a little bit more self-assured? i've to alter this soon.



drinking way to much won't mean fortune - but it pretends to. (at least just for the fucking drunk moment) damn.
music:
portishead - earth linger
... geschrieben um 00:51:00

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hangover ... oh damn.

Montag, Oktober 03, 2005

saturday night ... suddenly i was drunk. drum'n'bass directly at the railroad lines ... vodka-energy ... wicked people - back to the 1/4 - i suppose beer was the cause ... i can't remember everything from our visit to the tower ... some friends of mine, maybe i saw lisa. did i? there's some research to do ... but maybe it's better not to know anything.

sometimes being ignorant can mean fortune.

not mentionable that i didn't sleep well ... got up at 6pm ... tried to make some pakora ... they were not as good as they were in reading ... drank some wine and visited yuppiejan ... my whole body hurts ... and i'm drunk again (one glass of wine was enough today.)

now i'm back to bed ... just feeling glad cuddling my blanket and listening to bjork.

good night folks!


... geschrieben um 01:13:00

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